From an existentialist's viewpoint, the quality of posts has gone down dramatically. I've been preoccupied with more practical and immediate thoughts lately. For example, where I'll go after this job and what I'll do. I even thought about ending the contract early, which expires next March, when I'm quite sure I don't want to recontract. Not that the place is not pleasant, not particularly, but I think my Japan's honeymoon is truly over now I've been here for over two years. The whole Japan-ness, both intriguing and nauseating as ever, has got the better of me. Don't get me wrong, it's not that I am complaining about it, just maybe a breather is in order.
It's mostly substance over content. Someone ought to invent a waterproof computer for use in the bathroom. When that shower hits my head, somehow I think of the most interesting idea, metaphysical or not. Moments later it's gone just as swiftly.
I'm going to miss Japan bigtime. I'll sit down somewhere reminiscing the soon-to-be past. Japan will be one of the wildest things I'll have ever done. All the things I loved and hated.
Phases a typical gaijin goes through while in Japan:
- First, 0 day - 3 months, every single thing in sight is amazing, pic-worthy.
- Second, 3 months - 1 year, learns as much Japanese as possible, makes friends.
- Third, 1 year - 2 years, an experienced Japaner, smart ass knows-it-all.
- Fourth, 2 years - 4 years, crossroad, to stay or to go.
- Fifth, 4 years - 6 years, if not yet marry a Japanese person, will soon.
- Sixth, 6 years - 10 years, really mastering the language, owns own business or climbing the corporate ladder.
- Seventh, 10 years onwards, why bother, stays for good.
Warning (three major cultural shocks):
right after the first phase;
right after the second phase;
and during the fourth phase.